Hard to enjoy

As I went through the story my editors marked up for me earlier today, I found myself having a hard time enjoying my own work. No, that’s not true – I actually enjoyed it quite a lot, which either means it’s good, or I’m a giant egomaniac.

Knowing me, it’s probably both. Or just the second one. That one’s definitely included.

I think the difference is in how I enjoy it, which is in spurts. I can’t just sit down and read, because I see mistakes, and I am compelled to fix them. This isn’t a problem with other’s writing – if John Scalzi (a good author, by the way – I just finished his book Redshirts, and I’m about to start another) makes a mistake, I inwardly shrug and move on. It’s not my job to correct him. With my own work, though? No one else is going to.

The exception comes when I publish. When I release a post on RandomC or here, I’ll let myself to fix a typo or two, but past that I leave it as is, flaws and all. Only then can I go back and enjoy it as you might. I may wince at the mistakes more than most, but they don’t slow me down. I can sit down, and read.

I guess I ought to get back to work so I can publish that book of mine, eh?

What do you know, this blog is helping with my motivation already!

3 thoughts on “Hard to enjoy

  1. First, wanted to congratulate you on your new site. Will be following as you journey towards your goal.

    Second, yay Scalzi! Which book are you going to read next? I’ve read a few, and have enjoyed them even more in audiobook version. Wil Wheaton is an awesome reader (it helps that he’s a writer/actor himself), and is just awesome in general.

    • Thank you kindly! I hope I won’t disappoint you : )

      Next up is Old Man’s War. One of my editors recommended it (and Redshirts), so I’m going to finish them out before I go to the next one. That is, if I ever stop exhausting myself writing to have enough time to read!

      It might take me take a bit, haha

      • Don’t worry about disappointing us readers, just concentrate on telling the story you want to tell, the best way that you can. The rest will follow.

        And I know what you mean about finding time to read. My list of things to read just keeps growing! 🙂

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